Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Dear dear

Girl is unpredictable creature made by God. They could cry anytime they want without they know why. The emptiness is creeping inside and its stimulate the tears. Your eyes will water and your mouth will went dried and eventually your pillow will feel drops of hot water crushing on. Sometimes a good damn hard cry will help you a lot,to go through till the next morning. Wondering and imagining about future will give u heart attack. Go try it by urself..

p/s: If thinking about future give u a heart attack then thinking about money give u a brain tumour.fuhhh
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Friday, October 28, 2011


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Sunday, October 23, 2011

Ibu Mummy Ma Amma

Its your special day ibu!! I just want u to know that, u never failed to be the best teacher, the best ustazah, the best best friend, the best advisor, the best banker, the best secrets keeper, the best cook, the best nurse, the best bodyguard, n the greatest IBU for me. Nothing can describes how much I love u, n how grateful I am to be ur daughter. May Allah give you long life,it is not pray for you, it is for me as i cant live without you. I wish you blessings of Allah on your birthday and pray for you, the one who love you much, always with you on your every birthday. Happy Birthday to you!!

p/s: xoxo.
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Wednesday, October 19, 2011


Here's a personality traits for all the July babies. Some of it true ah. Face to palm. -.-

You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!
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Hope is there

Salam loves,

My doll quoted me this, so I tot I should pass it on to u girls who belongs in the same boat with me.

u r not single. u r in a long distance relationship where your boyfriend lives in the future.

p/s: hukhuk so cuwitt of u doll. Tanks a bunch

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Friday, October 14, 2011

Sloppy saturday

Hurmmmmmm hurmmmm hurmmmm hurmmm hurmmmm hurmmm

(ok pahamkan)


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Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Join them

Ok hello, sure as hell everybody got their wordless Wednesday post. So knowing me, if u can beat them join them. So here's my restless wednesday not wordless since there we lot of alphabet that turning into wordsssss up there rite.

p/s: class pack today!

p/s/s: aku ni budak mass com ke bdk AD. ?Demi graphic design aku sketch jugak walaupunnnn...
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Sunday, October 9, 2011

New bf again

Salam dearies..

How's ur weekend? Mine was awesome since I got a new bf. Haha

Who am I to kid u rite. No its not a typical bf but an electronic semi auto mini bf. Hahaha

I started with this kind of relationship while on my semester holiday and now I'm hooked,I'm addicted to it and I just can't get enough.!

What to do,since there's no one to love rite now(no offence frens n family) I'm currently shifted my love to this new hobby baby.

p/s: this new boy still not be name yet..

p/s/s: TIM is still safe and sound with me, n he did jealous a bit when I'm toying around with my new scandal.
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Monday, October 3, 2011

Something new, borrow,and blue.

Salam lovelies,

There are so many things happened on da past weekend but I wanna share only one event here.

Last sunday was my kazen engagement day. It was so warm and happening with the blessed of the families and friends.

By looking at her on her pre big day(since its only tunang not her wedding day yet) there are some lil jealousy deep down inside. Its normal right?for lady in my age to felt that way on that day. Hehe.

She looked amazingly different and masyallah soo beautiful by the transformation she been thru on that day. Bcoz she's not the type who put to much colours and makeup on.

A day before her pre big day, I've played with her veil and sat on her mini pelamin. N guess what? I really really really can't wait for my turn. Insyallah.

But a lil turn off for me when, my families keep bugging me with the same question. Da ade someone special ke belum? If only I had I will say it out loud already guys. Xpayah tanya terus I expose kan tapi the problem now is xde lg. Hahaha.

Ok now my next mission is to find someone pronto and drag him to marry me a.s.a.p!! Hahaha

No la juz kid, next mission apart from shake off some weight is to find baju for the next event, BOY's Wedding.

Ok I'll better stop..
Nite beautiful.

p/s: jom main kawin2.
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Friday, September 30, 2011


I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.

I heard that your dreams came true. Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don't forget me, I beg. "I'll remember", you said.
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

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Wednesday, September 28, 2011


Allah Says:-

Try to Walk on My Way,
I'll Make all the Ways Easy for you.

Try to Spend your Wealth in My Way,
I'll Open Oceans of Treasure for you.

Try to Leave your Wills for Me,
I'll Make your Desired Destiny for you.

Try to Bear Pain on My Way,
I'll Open the Doors of My Care for you.

Try to Believe in Me,
I'll Make Sincere Friends for you.

Try to Be Mine,
I'll Make Everyone for you !‚

p/s: its easy but not everyone can achieve it. Including me
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Tuesday, September 20, 2011

..Skips a beat?maybe not now..

I have promise myself not to reminisce back all the things that ripped inside me before, now here I am on my back commemorating all the memories. I broke my own promised.

Its not easy to build bricks around your heart when u have been shoved with all the mellow dramas by numerous actors and actresses every single days of ur life here.

I know I shouldn't be worried about when it gonna come but just to honour it with all my life when the time have come.

p/s: I am human don't ever forget that.
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Saturday, September 17, 2011

Random guy

I don know why but a guy with a beard really got my attention now.

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Saturday, September 10, 2011


Hello luvly,

Now I'm here at my rumah sewa although I have been givin 4months holiday its still not enough. And the raya I had this year was not the best raye as I thought,its juz an ok raya.

Still no news about oreo, I'm starting to give up on hoping for him to come back. :'( seriously I'm crying when I'm typing this n I'm crying even more when I saw his piccas n video of me n him. I know he juz a cat but to me he's more than that he's like my lil brother. I know it sound crazy but I don give a damn.

P/s: I don't want to pet anything from now. First there was icky then oreo. Hurmmm :'(
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Tuesday, September 6, 2011


Kenkadang even if you keep reloading, refreshing, restarting,rebooting, resetting its still not gonna change a thing.
N its a sucky yucky dumb dumb feeling.

p/s: aku cakap kenkadang..
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Monday, September 5, 2011

Random dream

Yesterday I had the most weirdest + best dream ever.

I dreamt of going to New York for a holiday with my family. We visited lots of places that I don't even know where and strolling along rows of shop lots that selling cool stuffs and surprisingly in that dream everything seems so cheap regardless the money rate exchange. Durghh it was a dream remember.

While I was busy doing the thing I was good at (if u know me well u
U will know what) Bamm! I woke up from the expensive dream just like that I tell u. Hahaha

Potong stim sangat...
I tried hard to get to sleep again in order to continue my dream back but sadly tak boleh tido so there is no sequel or part b of it. :(

So here I am typing this from my bed trying hard to closed my eyes and keep thinking, imagining,fantasizing about NY to make it appear again in my dream.

p/s: wish me luck n I'll see u in NY peeps!
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Sunday, September 4, 2011


Dear Allah,

I hope you heard my prayers this time.

Please don't make the same incident like the previous year repeats it history.

May u keep him safe wherever he are at this time,may he able to find his way back home.

I love him too much dear Allah.
Hope to wake up with a great news tomorrow morning insyallah..

p/s: d only reason y I hate to get too attach with feelings :(
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Random rambling

Who said life will be easy?
God would not test you if He know u cannot handle it..
Being me is not easy as well as being them.
Observing and living with them just a second make me thought how life will treat me later?
Even dealing with self,was a great deal challenge now. How on earth I will react and respond to mine when the day has come?
Hurmmm its a mix feeling and its not the kind of feeling everyone will favor.

p/s: I know it will come eventually
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Sunday, August 28, 2011

Random raya :)

Selamat hari raya sayang-sayang sekalian. :)
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Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Random soko

You should stop judging yourself and being so mean to yourself like this, the world takes care of judging you in a hurtful way more than we need already..
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Random conflict cornflakes

Hey there,

I'm just finished making 2container of honey cornflakes cookies for my aunt's order.

Sakit pinggang. Hahaha got 1 more box of cornflakes to go.

By the way, its my favourite cookies of all during eid festival.
Plus cookies tu the most senang-est ever to make. Mane tak gemok gemok.

Tah tah by the end of this fasting month I'll gain few kilo, mampossss! If its true, I have to say bye2 to my traditional kebaya la. Waaa!

p/s: I hope the kebaya gonna fit me well. Xde lemak tersentil here n there.


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Monday, August 22, 2011

random habits

hello there,

everyone sure have a bad habit n im not an exceptional.. aside from picking nose LOL!, biting nails, n many others bad irritating annoying habits. n yeah new self-discoveries i do have a lot of bad habit...

all of these habit has been with me since my early age..some of it first started by" just wanna give it a try" n some started when i want to annoy people but sadly it has become a part of me now..

ok im gonna share my old time hard to die habits,,

#1. biting nails........!

LILO also havin da same habit

Its first started when i saw my cousin biting her nails on my aunt's wedding which was 14 years backed if im not mistaken. n by watching her biting her nails, i started to give it a try because its looks really fun at that time.. i know stupid reason but its a true story ;)
up until now i still caught up with this bad habit of late grandpa used to scold me when he saw me biting my nails. His favorite words are "ok lepas ni ko gigit kuku kaki aku plak" sound harsh rite but i don't mind because i know he love me so much...<3
When some people noticed me biting my nails they will asked whats im nervous for?
Im not biting it when im nervous its just that i'll bite it when i have a free time and sometimes I don't ever notice myself doing that.. unconscious behaviour.
My fingers nail never grow long since they don't get the chance to do so..LOL!
n that's the reason why i have a very ketot fingers nail n da only reason why i don't go for manicure because its a waste of money since i will ended up biting it juga .... but i do go for pedicure since i dont bite my jari kaki..ehh kotor...

#2. Picking zits

Dont try this at home

ok i have to admit..this is da most bad-est habit among all the a result it will leave a permanent scars on the spot. but i dont know why, i do love to pick zits whether its mine or others..My usual target will be my lil brother zits....
have u ever been in the situation; where u were talking with ur friends/bf/mom (and who ever u talking to) n u saw a zit right on their face can u ignore it?? ohh i dont know about u but i sure cant stand it... so people make sure u hide ur zits when u encounter with me..hahhaha

#3. Im a bubble wrap maniac

Tengok sekarang pon mcam geram je...(ketap bibir)

This is my favvy habit when i was a kid n now also kinda favvy juga ngee~!
Do u know what is bubble wrap?? Alaa da thing that we used to wrapping furniture when we moved out and the thing that people also used to cover camera, phone or anythings.. Its a pliable transparent plastic material commonly used for packing fragile items, its provide cushioning for precious or breakable items..Ala tipu la kalau xpernah nampak..
Its kind of amusement for me till now, when u press da bubble it would make a loud pop sound and ahhhh its a satisfaction bebeyh LOL! I still remember when my dad bought something and the thing was placed inside a bubble wrap, me n my 2 other sibling will fighting against each other just for da sake of that bubble wrap..LOL
I will sit on it, step on it, dance on it, squeezing it macam kain buruk..owhh only god knows what other things i do to it..

Ok here are the 3 # bad habits that i still doing until now...There were a lot actually, but hey i don't want to share it with u guys and some are remains confidential...U have to discover it by urself hehe...

Bad habits are like a comfortable bed, easy to get into but hard to get out of......right right right??
and its true what people said bad habits die hard...

p/s: im doing one right now, guess what???

all pic mr google..

Sunday, August 21, 2011

random- the rockness

hey are u guys ready to meet TIM???

well i ammmmmmmm!!!!

oh my he's a bit shy...

come on TIM....

hey TIM, don't u dare to run....

ok pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............

let me torture u guys a bit...

unwrapping TIM

TIM peeping from da box..

TIM'S accessories

hey babe...its me TIM.(macho voice)

Saturday, August 20, 2011

random sunday..

owhh today is an unproductive sunday ever...

woke up around 12pm ish, watched telly until 2pm, quick bath after dat n now surfing da net like always...

yawn yawn yawn............

p/s: can i have a gee cee bee for iftar today... ;))

credit google

Thursday, August 18, 2011

random TIM


yeah its still early in the morning rite, i cant believe my eyes too..

i have a good news...




ok tim maybe arrive next week..cant wait to meet tim, we got a lot of things to do tim...!


boooooo.. u r a LOSER...

Tuesday, August 16, 2011


Ramadan isn't about losing pounds from around the waist but rather it's about purifying yourself by shedding your sins. Nevertheless, losing some pounds from around the waist can be a welcome bonus :)
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Sunday, August 14, 2011


I'm 22 already,
But somehow I don't know what I have achieve in life,that I should be as old as my age is.

Still crawling towards an education, still crawling to pick up a bit of experiences in life and still crawling to know myself in depth.

Honestly, there's a bit of jealously seeing other's achievements in their early age. While me still here sitting still ,observing them from the bench cheering and applauding for them.

I saw and read about their great adventures in life, that makes me starts to thinks about myself. Sometimes I felt like I wanna be at par with them. As I keep regulating the same motions and actions every single days of my life.

This is totally wrong ,supposedly I shouldn't have this kind of thought since there are far more disfortunate people out there that willing to trade their life with me.

Who am I to questioned about life. Others may lucky since they already find their greatest achievement in an early age. It somehow start with me to change it right.? Thank God,He still have His mercy on me,by granted me the chance of living in this world. Maybe in my life there is no happy ending yet, my story still in the prologue. I'm just 22 there's so many things that I haven't see and experience yet why am I thinking so much further ahead. Sigh!

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment" - Ralph Waldo Emerson.

After a lot of thinking about everything that I have been through in my whole 22 year old life. There were a lot of greatest achievements I have reached so far, I have able to made my parents proud by surviving 3 years of surferring for a scroll and there's one more coming soon, surviving my first job even though its only for 3months, surviving the break up even though its not an easy thing to get out from and the lists go on...
Whatever your greatest achievement are, we sure have something to be proud of.

Note to self: Everyone had great achievements everyday-they probably just don't recognise them yet...
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Saturday, August 13, 2011

Hari rajin saya tuan..

Hello readers if any. Haha

Since my mum back at home for a weekend, we decided to cook a lil extra special dishes for today iftar.

We cooked baked potato with black pepper meat n sliced sausages as it fillings and another dish is rendang ayam.

While as a desert, I've baked da only thing dat I know which is choc chip cookies. (that can be dunk later in a glass of fresh milk) YA ALLAH aku gemok. Ok bye

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Friday, August 12, 2011

Random again

I came across this simple n most meaningful quote.

'Hati yang remuk, hati itulah yang paling dekat dengan Allah'

So remember every dark cloud got a silver lining underneath it.
There's must be a reason for this broken heart and only He knows better. :')
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Wednesday, August 10, 2011


I see lovers in the streets,
Walking without a care,
They wear it out loud,
Like there's something in the air,
Oh well, I don't care.

p/s: I'm missing ammar like sooo badly :((
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Tuesday, August 9, 2011


I know I may sound like a lesbian but wth I wanna say it out loud I <3 my beef(bff) damn much.

Tq farah fatehah for being my beef for almost 5 years(I'm sorry if its not true since I'm sucks at math) but wateva its is I hope its not gonna stop there.

U r always there for me thru thick n thin. U able to bear with my keji attitudes. N u always reply my comments without hesitation n the list goes on and on.

N we're planning on our next trip together. Hope our BPlan gonna make it. Aminn.

I <3 u till end.

U big fat friend (BFF)
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Surat cinta kepada bff <3

Dear farah,
How r u? I hope u r in da pink of health..its been so long since u got my last letter rite??sory I've been super bz.

Farah, the reason I wrote to u again is to tell u dat I am so very absolutely very again jealous with ur sister's album about the bandung thingy n also I juz saw my friend's album about da same thingy.seems like evrybody got da bandung album except us. N it makes me feel so out of date.
I have a lil suggestion here,why don't we work extra hard next semester n save a lot of money for Bandung.!yes u heard me rite BANDUNG!! Juz da two of us will be nice like our recently trip.

Last but not least please give some feedback regards my suggestion here n do write it back. Since we need to plan it from now.

Ok bye from now n I will be missing u...

p/s: I'm serious

p/s/s: melaka again will do or how about sgpore??

Ur bff xoxo
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Monday, August 8, 2011


I'll dream about holga tonite :)

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Sunday, August 7, 2011


'A women's heart should be so in God that A man has to seek for Him in order to find her' .
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Saturday, August 6, 2011

I ni sensitive tau. Hahaha

Hello peeps! Its me!!who me? Yeah u? Who? Yeah me! (Ok annoying)

How's ur fasting going??
ok back to topic.. Its not sensitive yg emo or touching2 tu. Its about a sensitive skin. Yeah I'm da type of person who easily suffering for dis symptom. As far as I could remember I severely caught this sensitive skins disease (SSD) when I was little. But when I turn 20 I caught it easily n oftenly. But da far worst happened last year, almost evry month I kene. N to make it worst, I kene mostly at shah alam while studying n u noe rite, when we sick we preferably wanna b sick at home!

since its so regularly I rase cm da immune dgn all the red spots n itchy ness. Ingat lagi, last sem I kene back at uitm hostel(I menumpang tido dlm hostel since esok ada event so kena grk awal) bcoz I showered there. Yes, I sendiri xtahu,what's da things yang I sensitive to. T_T habuk,air n mostly sbb udara yg kotor.
N today while helping my mum chop off serai at the back I kene lg gatal2( or I mmg gatal?) Memule xde effect but 15mins later, there u have red spots here n there plus tersangat la gatal nya.
Sudahnya I mandi lg skali.

Owh I xbertanggungjawab menyebab kan u olls lapa bile tengok peha gajah ni.

Ok babe bye.

Yang benar,
Pompuan peha gajah gatal2
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Thursday, August 4, 2011

Krukkk kriikkk

My mind n my tummy doesn't share da same feelings. N I can't control both!
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Wednesday, August 3, 2011

I'm home

Hello there..
Yeah I know its been a while..
Juz wanna wish u guys a happy ramadhan n yes I'm still alive.
Luv ya
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Sunday, March 27, 2011

life is unexpected.

salam gorgeous...
lack of update..yeah i sory..
life is very hectic rite now..with a loads of assignment need to be done..
im @mcd rite now.. supposedly to done a research about the coming assignment.
im not in a stable mood rite now..
i'll snap when everything wrong happened n life wasn't being so friendly with me rite now..
uni's life is kind of sucks especially without those who u called bff...
im bracing myself just for the sack of my family rite now..
idk is this kind of things that i want now..

to gain a lot u have to let go a bit..

p/s: i hope this feeling will go away.. :((

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

♥ A word "MOTHER" that means the world to me ♥

• My mother taught me RELIGION.
"You better pray that will come out of the carpet."

• My mother taught me WISDOM.
"When you get to be my age, you'll understand."

• My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."

• My mother taught me IRONY.
"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about."

• My mother taught me about STAMINA.
"You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone."

• My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE.
"I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."

• My mother taught me about ENVY.
"There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don't have wonderful parents like you do."

• My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT.
"If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up."

• My mother taught me about JUSTICE.
"One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you!"

"M" - is for million things she gave me,
"O" - is for the way she never grows old,
"T" - is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" - is for her heart of purest gold,
"E" - if for her eyes, with love - light shining,
"R" - means right, and right she'll always be ★

Saturday, February 19, 2011

hectic n democratic

As salam all,

Ok title tu xde kene mengena pon,sj letak coz rite now my uni tgh giler ber election..
Its like 4eva da xupdate blog ni,
If u read my prvious entry u noe I'm @uni now,
With a tons of asgment 2 fin with in a very short semester,
Haih bole gile ni.

N life here is not wat I've imagined b4 completely diff from my cllge experiences.
Its true wat people said be careful wat cha wish 4 coz u jz might get it.
Hahah I'm appreciated to be given a chance to study here,jz life a little sucky here.
Enuff of dat. I hope u guys in a well condition

Till then. Xoxo

P/s: y I couldn't upload my pic here. Damn la bb!!
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